Anxieties.

Britt is my best friend! I have many best friends but she is my bestestfriend. She has just finished school and I am now left there without her. I only started there last year and most of the reason why was because she was there. I miss her enough without taking her away anymore. But she is looking at moving away and by moving away I mean to a different island. This makes me so scared! I need Britt. She saved me from committing suicide. As well as Gemma did, and Gem is moving away too. I am so anxious and scared about the future. I just want to cry. I want her to make good decisions for her but I cant help but have selfish thoughts. I just wish she could find her happiness closer to home.

Another scary part of my future is losing many of my other friends. I am starting year 11 and so many people are moving away from school learning. I am so scared! I am a soccer player, a goalkeeper. The school wants me to play this season but I am also scared I will not be good enough! I am terrified! absolutely terrified!!

so much to take in one night! I am so torn up!

xo She, without a name.