Boys and drama..

For someone that likes to stay out of drama I have been in a whole lot at the moment.

Firstly, I went to Mitch's 18th, accompanied by Sam, a friend of mine. We had planned to stay in the same tent as I don't own one. During the night Mitch was all over me asking for me to go back with him later on. In the end we had a disagreement and I did end up in Sam's tent.
For friends we sure did do more than we should have. We did not have sex but we nearly did. He was too big.
Seeing Mitch having girls hanging off him all night I though he shouldn't care too much.
Two days later the worst happened, Mitch found out. He was furious! I felt bad. Really bad. We fought until I found out he had sex with three girls that night and did other stuff with six others. Yet I was in the wrong? This added fuel to the fire. I didn't care what he did but because I didn't get jealous he got angry? Go figure?
Anyways, we talked it over and went back to being just flirting buddies. Not talking much at all when we used to talk all day everyday.

Secondly, the show just came through town and I ended up hooking up with someone on the Ferris wheel. He kissed me. Let me just put that out there! He was one of my friends ex's! I prided myself on not getting with friends ex's then this happened! I felt terrible! My whole school found out then my friend did. Surprisingly we talked it over. She was angry but after she understood the circumstances! I JUST WANTED TO GO ON A FERRIS WHEEL! I didn't want a hook up!

Thirdly, Mitch found out about the show. I accidently sent him a message with certain details that was supposed to go to Teresa, a friend of mine. He got mad! I didn't understand why. He didn't want me anymore. Only for sex, and I was not just being a sexual partner for him. During the argument I told him that I was still hooked on him I couldn't have him so I was trying to find the next best thing. This broke him down. He opened up to the reason we cant be together and apparently its because of the distance. Its understandable but still sucks.
The good thing, we are now back to being buddies. real buddies. Its a great feeling

boys... so much effort..

xo. She, without a name.